Constant Longing for Change

This stagnant feeling begins to creep in

I’m outgrowing my surroundings again

I have to leave

My fear of being stuck in one place has ruled my life

Grateful for this aspect of my being

I’ll gladly pick up and leave the past behind

Maybe I’ll think of you when I hear that song

But I will never regret leaving somewhere that I no longer belong

Adventuring Between Black and White / Living with BPD

Lately I’ve been going through a numerous amount of changes, one of them being this blog. I used to love writing in school but over the years I became insecure about how I write. Am I good enough? Can I find the right words to fit what I’m feeling? Being someone that lives with borderline personality disorder, I struggle putting my feelings into words. The reason I chose the name Adventuring Between Black and White is because that is exactly what I’m doing. People that live with BPD tend to see things as either really good or really bad (black and white). This is me working on that mind set, let’s see how it goes.